My Life is all about ......♥

Industrial Training

2011-09-24T13:53:00.001+08:00

Another six days, I'm going to end my Internship. Really thanks to everyone I had met in Sibu expecially Siaw Wei and her family who had take care me for 20 weeks. 20 weeks is not a short time, I really gain a wonderful and valuable experience in Sibu. I think thousand of words also cannot express my feeling. I just hope that the experience and knowledge I gain in internship can help me to go further in life.

Oil Storage Tank

On top of Storage Tank

In front the office

Canteen

Toilet and the Lab...Everyone just like to come in through this door instead the main door =.=

Car that always fetch me to work ^.^

Fibre Mountain

Goat that always greet me on the way home~~ So sweet

Handsome Zoro and Pretty Mel

Naught Wawa =.=

Another Naught Boy, Suneo =.=

Funny Felix

Abang Taji~~

Cute Rahmat and Mel ^.^

Ular Eko and Ipunk

The most handsome Uncle in our mill, Uncle Ting ^.^

Alex 哥哥

Mr Kiew, Bully King =.=

Pretty Helen from UTM that undergo same Internship with me

Chien Ah Mok and Master Chuo who also came from UTM

只能勇敢

2011-08-31T14:32:00.003+08:00

人生有很多路要选择，选中一条，走下去，便会碰见这条路上的人和风景；而选择另一条，则是完全不同的风景与人。有的人可能与你一起走，有的人留在原地；一起走的人，也可能在下个路口与你分开。没什么可哀叹的，这是人生的必然，珍惜身边与你一起看风景的人，并在下一个分别路口，洒脱地用力地挥挥手。

我只能勇敢学习释然
把离别的苦思念的酸都看淡
人总要习惯生命就是一站一站
不断在转换

29/07/2011

2011-07-29T21:52:00.002+08:00

爸爸说过，人生就像一趟火车路程，在这一站，在这次的Internship，在这一个礼拜，有四个人从我火车上下车了。
我很不舍但这就是人生的一部分，有人上车，就一定有人下车，不然，火车会客满...哈哈 XD

生命苦短，不要把精力浪费在发脾气，生气或任何让自己难过的事情上。
珍惜活着的每一天，快乐的活过的每一天吧。

5/5/2011

2011-05-05T08:02:00.002+08:00

自私的人只是比别人更爱自己，更为自己着想。
不自私的人并不是不爱自己，只是他们选择了爱自己的同时，也爱别人。

有时用不同的角度想想，世界或许会不一样。

1/5/2011

2011-05-01T18:32:00.001+08:00

幸福是一想到你就心安,
幸福是一起醒来说早安,
幸福是和心爱的你慢慢变老。

22/4/2011

2011-04-23T00:20:00.003+08:00

幸福不是必然，但是我们可以创造幸福。

能活在当下，我们就是幸福的，所以别为小事而抓狂。

对生命而言，伤心，挫折不算什麼。最棒的獎品就是擁有今天。

感谢活着的每一天，我爱你们 ^^

两个人的午餐

2011-03-08T18:49:00.006+08:00

Today having my luxury lunch at Jogoya with Siaw Wei...

This time, we ate quite a lot of food compare to last time...

The most funny thing is we met our course mate there... >.<

After the lunch, having a short shopping time at Sg Wang...buy my eyeliner...hehe...

两个人的午餐，不孤单也不寂寞...

在那短短的时间里，带来了一段快乐的时光...

♥ 无影手

♥ Finally...done all... >.<

♥ Siaw Wei also start to sleepy...haha....

♥ 路人甲

♥ 模特儿小微

4/3/2011

2011-03-04T22:30:00.003+08:00

Today is Siew Hie's birthday.

Idea from Siaw Wei, we gave her a bottle full of wishes from all the friend as present.

The most special present we prepared for her is the wish from someone she like.

I really happy she like it and excited about it...haha... XD

Sometimes we just need something special, something beautiful, something lovely to make our life wonderful...

Love the day we had been through...

Love the future that coming soon...

Happy Tomorrow ~~ ^^

22/02/2011

2011-02-22T22:41:00.005+08:00

At first, I thought to eat Jogoya buffet with Siaw Wei, Siew Hie and Woan Shiang...

but they discuss their assignment till abit late, so Woan Shiang said she don't want go...

I really feel sad and angry because today I don't have class...

I go school just want to wait for them and then go eat lunch...

I was very hungry too because I just ate half of the bread the whole morning

Haiz...never mind...after having my late lunch at canteen, we decide to go watch movie...

LOL...one thing very funny is when we want to go S Block take bus, we climb through the hill as we dun want to walk the road...We think the road is longer and more tired...haha.. *三个爬山的女侠 xp*

The movie *I Love HK* is quite nice...worth for going cinema to watch...

Eat my favorite crispy chicken too...love it so much ^^

After come back condo, continue go swimming with Siew Hie...wahaha... *I want keep fit xp*

Forth Steamboat

2011-02-17T22:30:00.006+08:00

Today having the forth steamboat in this semester...getting fat T.T

Anyway, having a great dinner time with Siaw Wei, Siew Hie and Siew Hie's sister... ^^

2011的情人节

2011-02-13T21:17:00.011+08:00

没有情人的情人节...但是...却有好朋友陪伴的情人节...感谢用心爱着我的朋友...小薇，小惠 ^O^

今年的情人节虽然没有情人为我庆祝，但是有好朋友，小薇，为我庆祝...

感动到一塌糊涂 T.T

为了我和小惠，小薇偷偷去买蛋糕，花和chocolate...

偷偷的花一个下午制作我们的video...

偷偷的写了情信给我们...

偷偷的用蜡烛围起了蛋糕...

偷偷的点起了蜡烛...

偷偷的...在我们心中撒下了幸福的种子...

今天，我靠近了幸福。

Swimming

2011-02-13T10:03:00.011+08:00

Went to swimming with Siew Hie up for three days...

Hope I got loss some of my fat... XP

If not, I hope my water bill will not increase for washing shirt everyday...haha...

Souvenir from GreenBox

2011-02-12T20:05:00.006+08:00

Yesterday go Sing K with Siaw Wei and Siew Hie...

This is something we took back as souvenir... XD

Anyway, we finish it all by two day =.=

人生最大的懲罰就是後悔

2010-01-17T07:55:00.002+08:00

昨天读到的一篇文章，希望能介绍给大家看～～

疼惜您所擁有的珍藏，追尋您所期盼的夢想-----

這是個真實的故事（蘆荻口述連淑香整理)

一個個無情的誤解，打亂了幸福的腳步。

當命運的死結終於用代價打開，一切都為時已晚。

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接婆婆來家安度晚年﹐結果卻背離我們的初衷﹐

結婚二年後﹐先生跟我商量把婆婆從鄉下接來安度晚年。

先生很小時父親就過世了﹐他是婆婆唯一的寄託﹐

婆婆一個人扶養他長大﹐供他讀完大學。

含辛茹苦這四個字用在婆婆的身上﹐絕對不為過！

我連連說好﹐馬上給婆婆收拾出一間南向帶陽台的房間﹐

可以曬太陽﹐養花草什麼的。

先生站在陽光充足的房間﹐一句話沒說﹐

卻突然舉起我在房間裡轉圈﹐

在我張牙舞爪地求饒時﹐先生說﹕接咱們媽去。

先生身材高大﹐我喜歡貼著他的胸口﹐

感覺嬌小的身體隨時可被他抓起來塞進口袋。

當我和先生發生爭執而又不肯屈服時﹐先生就把我舉起來﹐

在腦袋上方搖搖晃晃﹐

一直到我嚇得求饒。

這種驚恐的快樂讓我迷戀。

婆婆在鄉下的習慣一時改不掉。

我習慣買束鮮花擺在客廳裡﹐婆婆後來實在忍不住﹕

你們娃娃不知道過日子﹐買花幹什麼？又不能當飯吃！

我笑著說﹕媽﹐家裡有鮮花盛開﹐人的心情會好。

婆婆低著頭嘟噥﹐先生就笑﹕

媽﹐這是城裡人的習慣﹐慢慢的﹐你就習慣了。

婆婆不再說什麼﹐但每次見我買了鮮花回來﹐

依舊忍不住問花了多少錢﹐

我說了﹐他就嘖嘖咂嘴。

有時﹐見我買大包小包的東西回家

﹐她就問這個多少錢那個多少錢﹐

我─如實回答﹐她的嘴就咂的更響了。

先生擰著我的鼻子說

﹕小傻瓜你別告訴她真實價錢不就行了嗎？

快樂的生活漸漸有了不和諧的聲音。

婆婆最看不慣我先生起來做早餐。

在她看來﹐大男人給老婆燒飯﹐哪有這個道理？

早餐桌上﹐婆婆經常陰著一張臉﹐我裝做看不見。

婆婆便把筷子弄得叮噹亂響﹐這是她無聲的抗議。

我在少年宮做舞蹈老師﹐跳一整天舞已夠累的了﹐

早晨暖洋洋的被窩﹐我不想扔掉這惟一的享受﹐

於是﹐我對婆婆的抗議裝聾作啞。

婆婆偶爾願意幫我做一些家務﹐但她一做我就更忙了。

比如﹐她把用過的垃圾袋通通收集起來﹐說等攢夠了賣廢塑料﹐

搞得家裡到處都是廢塑料袋；

她捨不得用洗潔精洗碗﹐為了不傷她的自尊﹐

我只好偷偷再洗一遍。

一次﹐我晚上偷偷洗碗被婆婆看見了﹐

她啪的一聲摔上門﹐趴在自己的房間裡放聲大哭。

先生左右為難﹐事後﹐先生一晚上沒跟我說話﹐

我撒嬌﹐耍賴﹐他也不理我。

我火了﹐ 問他﹕我究竟哪裡做錯了？

先生瞪著我說﹕你就不能遷就一下﹐

碗再不乾淨也吃不死人吧？

後來﹐好長一段時間﹐婆婆不跟我說話﹐

家裡的氣氛開始逐漸尷尬。

那段日子﹐先生活得很累﹐不知道要先逗誰開心好。

婆婆為了不讓兒子做早餐﹐義無反顧地承擔起燒早飯的重任。

婆婆看著先生吃得快樂﹐再看看我﹐

用眼神譴責我沒有盡到做妻子的責任。

為了逃避尷尬﹐我只好在上班的路上買盒牛奶打發自己。

睡覺時﹐先生有點生氣地問我﹕

蘆荻﹐是不是嫌棄我媽做飯不衛生才不在家吃？

翻了一個身﹐他扔給我冷冷的脊背﹐任憑我委屈的流淚。

最後﹐先生嘆氣﹕

蘆荻﹐就當是為了我﹐你在家吃早餐行不行？

我只好回到尷尬的早餐桌上。

那天早晨﹐我喝著婆婆煮的稀飯﹐忽然一陣反胃﹐

肚子裡所有的東西都搶著向外奔跑﹐

我拼命地壓抑著不讓它們往上翻湧﹐

但還是壓不住﹐我扔下碗﹐衝進廁所﹐吐得稀裡嘩啦。

當我喘息著平定下來時﹐聽見婆婆夾雜著家鄉話的抱怨和哭聲﹐

先生站在衛生間門口憤怒地望著我﹐

我乾張著嘴巴說不出話﹐我真的不是故意的。

我和先生開始了第一次激烈的爭吵﹐婆婆先是瞪著眼看我們﹐

然後起身﹐蹣跚著出門去了。

先生恨恨地瞪了我一眼﹐下樓追婆婆去了。

意外迎來新生命﹐卻突然葬送了婆婆的性命！

整整三天﹐先生沒有回家﹐連電話都沒有。

我正氣著﹐想想自從婆婆來後﹐我已經受夠委屈了

﹐還要我怎麼樣？

莫明其妙的﹐我最近總想嘔吐﹐吃什麼都沒有胃口﹐

加上亂七八糟的家事﹐心情差到了極點。

後來﹐還是同事告訴我﹕蘆荻﹐你臉色很差﹐還是去醫院看看吧。

醫院檢查的結果是我懷孕了。

我明白了那天早晨我為什麼突然嘔吐﹐幸福中夾著一絲幽怨﹕

先生和曾經是過來人的婆婆﹐他們怎麼就絲毫沒有想到這點呢？

在醫院門口﹐我看見了先生。

僅僅三天沒見﹐他憔悴了許多。

我本想轉身就走﹐但他的模樣讓我心疼﹐沒忍住﹐我喊了他。

先生循著聲音看見了我﹐卻好像不認識了﹐

眼神裡有一絲藏不住的厭惡﹐這冰冷地刺傷了我。

我跟自己說不要看他不要看他﹐伸手攔了一輛出租車。

那時﹐我多想向先生大喊一聲﹕

親愛的我要給你生個寶貝了！然後被他舉起來

﹐幸福地旋轉。

我希望的並沒有發生。

在出租車裡﹐我的眼淚才遲遲地落下來。

為什麼一場爭吵就讓愛情糟糕到這樣的程度？

回家後﹐我躺在床上想先生﹐想他滿眼的厭惡。

我握著被子的一角哭了。

夜裡﹐家裡有翻抽屜的聲音。

打開燈﹐我看見先生淚流滿面的臉。

他正在拿錢。

我冷冷地看著他﹐一聲不響。他對我視若無睹﹐

拿著存摺和鈔票匆匆離開。

或許先生是打算徹底離開我了。

真是個理智的男人﹐情與錢分得如此清楚。

我冷笑了幾下﹐眼淚嘩啦嘩啦的流下來。

第二天﹐我沒去上班。想徹底清理一下自己的思緒﹐

找先生好好談一談。

找到先生的公司﹐秘書有點奇怪地看著我說﹕

陳總的母親出了車禍﹐這幾天都在醫院裡呢。

我瞠目結舌。

飛奔到醫院﹐找到先生時﹐婆婆已經去世了。

先生一直不看我﹐一臉僵硬。

我望著婆婆幹瘦蒼白的臉﹐眼淚止不住﹕天哪！怎麼會是這樣？

直到安葬了婆婆﹐先生也沒跟我說一句話﹐

甚至看我一眼都帶著深深的厭惡。

關於車禍﹐我還是從別人嘴裡了解到大概﹐

婆婆出門後迷迷糊糊地向車站走﹐她想回老家﹐

先生越追她走得越快﹐

穿過馬路時﹐一輛公車迎面撞過來……

我終於明白了先生的厭惡﹐如果那天早晨我沒有嘔吐﹐

如果我們沒有爭吵﹐如果……在他的心裡﹐

認定我是間接殺死他母親的罪人。

先生默不作聲搬進了婆婆的房間﹐每晚回來都滿身酒氣。

而我一直被愧疚和可憐的自尊折騰得喘不過氣來﹐

想跟他解釋﹐想跟他說我們快有孩子了﹐

但看著他冰冷的眼神﹐又把所有的話都咽了回去。

我寧願先生打我一頓或者罵我一頓﹐

雖然這一切事故都不是我故意要它發生的。

日子一天一天地窒息著重覆下去﹐先生回家的時間越來越晚。

我們僵持著﹐比一般的陌生人還要尷尬。

我是繫在他心上的死結。

一次﹐我路過一家西餐廳﹐穿過透明的落地窗﹐

我看見先生和一個年輕女孩面對面坐著﹐

他輕輕地為女孩攏了攏頭髮﹐我就明白了這一切。

先是呆住﹐然後我進了西餐廳﹐站在先生面前﹐

死死盯著他看﹐眼裡沒有一滴淚。

我什麼也不想說﹐也無話可說。

女孩看看我﹐看看我先生﹐站起來想走﹐但我先生伸手按住她﹐

然後﹐同樣死死地﹐一樣絕不示弱地看著我。

我只能聽見自己緩慢的心跳

﹐一下一下跳動在瀕臨死亡般的蒼白邊緣。

輸了的是我﹐如果再站下去﹐我會和肚子裡的孩子一起倒下的。

那一夜﹐先生沒回家﹐他用這樣的方式讓我明白﹕

隨著婆婆的去世﹐我們的愛情也死了。

先生再也沒有回來過。

有時﹐我下班回來﹐

看見衣櫥有被動過──是先生回來拿一點自己的東西。

我不想給他打電話﹐原先還有試圖向他解釋一番的念頭﹐

但一切都已經徹底失去了。

我一個人過生活﹐一個人去醫院作產檢﹐

每每看見有男人小心地扶著妻子去做產檢﹐

我的心便碎的不成樣子。

同事隱約勸我拿掉算了﹐我堅決說不﹐

我發瘋似的一定要生下這個孩子﹐也算是對婆婆的死的補償吧。

我下班回來﹐先生坐在客廳裡﹐滿屋子煙霧彌漫﹐

茶几上擺著一張紙。

沒必要看﹐我知道那裡面寫了什麼內容。

先生不在家的二個多月﹐我逐漸學會了平靜。

我看著他﹐摘下帽子﹐說﹕你等一下﹐我簽字。

先生看著我﹐眼神複雜﹐和我一樣。

我一邊解大衣扣子一邊在心裡對自己說﹕

不哭不能哭……眼睛很疼﹐

但我決不讓眼淚流出來。

掛好大衣﹐先生的眼睛死死的盯著我已然隆起的肚子。

我笑了笑﹐走過去﹐拖過那張紙﹐

看也不看﹐簽上自己的名字﹐推還給他。

蘆荻﹐你懷孕了？

自從婆婆出事後﹐這是先生跟我說的第一句話。

我再也管不住眼睛﹐眼淚一瞬間嘩啦地流下來。

我說﹕是啊﹐不過沒事﹐你可以走了。

先生沒走﹐黑暗裡﹐我們對望著。

先生慢慢趴在我身上﹐眼淚滲透了被子。

而在我心裡﹐很多東西已經走遠了﹐遠到即使我奔跑都追不到了。

不記得先生跟我說過多少遍對不起了﹐

我也曾經以為自己會原諒﹐但卻不能﹐

在西餐廳先生當著那個女孩的面﹐

他那冰冷的眼神﹐這輩子﹐我忘記不了了。

我們在彼此心上劃下了一道不可磨滅的傷痕。

我的﹐是無意的；他的﹐是刻意的。

期待著冰釋前嫌﹐但過去的已無法再重來！

除了想起肚子裡的孩子時心裡是暖暖的﹐而對先生﹐

我心是冷如冰霜﹐ 不吃他買的任何東西﹐

收他的任何禮物﹐不跟他多說一句話。

從在那張紙上簽了字後﹐婚姻以及愛情統統在我的心裡消失了。

有時先生試圖進臥室﹐他來﹐我就出去客廳﹐

先生只好睡回婆婆的房間。

夜裡﹐從先生的房間有時會傳來輕微的呻吟﹐我都一聲不響。

這是他習慣玩的伎倆﹐以前只要我不理他了﹐他就裝病﹐

我就會乖乖投降﹐關心他怎麼了﹐他就一把抓住我哈哈大笑。

他似乎忘了﹐那時﹐我會心疼是因為有愛情﹐

而現在﹐我們還有什麼？

先生的呻吟斷斷續續的一直到孩子出生。

他幾乎每天都在給孩子買東西﹐嬰兒用品﹐兒童用品﹐

以及孩子喜歡的書﹐一包包的﹐快把他的房間堆滿了。

我知道他是想用這樣的方式感動我﹐而我完全不為所動。

他只好關在房間裡﹐用電腦批哩啪啦敲字﹐

或許他正網戀吧﹐但對我已經是無所謂的事了。

隔年春未的一個深夜﹐劇烈的腹痛讓我叫了出來﹐

先生一個箭步衝進來﹐好像他根本就沒脫衣服睡覺﹐

為的就是等這一刻的到來。

先生背起我就往樓下跑﹐攔車﹐一路上緊緊地握住我的手﹐

不停地幫我擦掉額頭上的汗。

到了醫院﹐背起我就往婦產科跑。

趴在他幹瘦而溫暖的背上﹐一個念頭忽然闖進我心裡﹕

這一生﹐還有人會像他這樣疼愛我嗎？

先生扶著產房的門把喘息著﹐看著我被推進去﹐

那眼神是暖融融的﹐我忍著陣痛對他笑了一下。

從產房出來後﹐先生望著我和兒子﹐

眼睛濕濕地笑啊笑啊的。

我摸了一下他的手﹐卻是意外的冰冷

先生望著我﹐微笑﹐然後﹐緩慢而疲憊地癱軟倒下。

我放聲叫喊著他名字……

先生依然笑著﹐但沒睜開那疲憊的眼睛……

我以為這一生我再也不會為先生流一滴淚﹐

而事實卻是﹐從沒有過的如此劇痛撕扯著我的身體。

醫生說﹐我先生的肝癌發現時已是晚期﹐

他能堅持這麼久真的算是奇蹟。

我問醫生什麼時候發現的？

醫生說在五個月前﹐然後安慰我﹕好好的準備後事吧。

我不顧護士的阻攔﹐回到家﹐衝進先生的房間打開電腦﹐

心跳一下子被疼痛窒息了。

先生的肝癌在五個月前就已發現﹐他在夜裡的呻吟是真的﹐

我居然還以為……

而電腦上滿滿的20多萬字﹐是先生寫給兒子的留言﹕

孩子﹐為了你﹐我一直在堅持﹐我要撐到看你一眼再倒下﹐

是我這一生最大的願望……

我知道﹐你的一生會有很多快樂或者遇到挫折﹐

如果我能夠陪你經歷這個成長歷程﹐那該有多麼美好﹐

但我想爸爸我沒有這個機會了。

爸爸在電腦上﹐把你一生可能遇到的問題一一地寫下來﹐

當你之後遇到這些問題時﹐或許你可以參考爸爸給你的意見…………

孩子﹐寫完這20多萬字﹐我感覺像陪你經歷了整個成長過程。

真的﹐爸爸現在很快樂。

好好愛你的媽媽﹐她很辛苦﹐

她是這世上最愛你的人﹐也是我這世上最愛的人……

從兒子去幼兒園到讀小學﹐讀中學﹐大學﹐

到工作以及愛情種種方面﹐巨細靡遺都寫到了。

先生也給我寫了留言﹕

親愛的﹐娶了你是我一輩子最大的幸福﹐

原諒我對你的傷害﹐原諒我隱瞞了病情﹐

因為我想讓你有個好的心情等待孩子的出生……

親愛的﹐如果你現在哭了﹐那代表你已經原諒我了﹐

那我就會笑了﹐謝謝你一直愛著我…還為我生了個孩子…

這些禮物﹐我想我是沒有機會親自送給孩子了﹐

請你每年替我送他幾份禮物﹐

包裝盒子上都寫好了送禮物的日期……親愛的……

回到醫院﹐先生依舊在昏迷中。

我把兒子抱過來﹐放在他身邊﹐我說﹕

你睜開眼笑一下吧﹐我要讓兒子記住在他爸爸懷裡的溫暖……

先生艱難地睜開眼﹐微微地笑了一下。

兒子偎依在他懷裡﹐舞動著粉紅色的小手。

我喀嚓喀嚓按下快門﹐淚水在臉上放肆地流……

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親愛的朋友們 :

這一篇真實的故事與你們分享，在你看完了故事，並哭紅你的雙眼時，

請記得這個故事警惕我們，有話要講出來，不要憋在心裡，

尤其是對於你所在乎的人。

「人生最大的懲罰就是後悔」，

有智慧的您--能不好好把握嗎？

2010-01-07T22:26:00.006+08:00

Today go Times Square watch Avatar with Tracy and Frog Zai.
Arrive at there at about 10.25am.
After buy ticket, we shopping around Times Square and Sg Wang.
At first, I told Tracy I had nothing to buy,
I just need to help my sister buy a shirt.
But end up, I'm the one buy most =.=
I buy a skirt, t-shirt, bag and a pair of shoe.
Lucky today I didn't bring many money go there and my ATM card is spoil,
if not, I scare I will buy more :p

Everytime when we try shirt or anything, Frog will help us hold the stuff,

end up she become out maid...hehe

After come back I try the skirt,

who knows cannot fit in (haiz~~),
Now it become my sister skirt...

你只是不知道，其实我也很爱你

2009-08-05T00:22:00.008+08:00

An article I read *very nice and touch*

　她入土的那个中午，我还在回南宁的飞机上。手机是关了的，弟弟只好给我短信：姐，她十二点三十五入土为安，爸爸吩咐你默哀十分钟。下了飞机已经是下午一点，我看着手机上的短信，在人来人往的机场泪流满面。

　　我的左手很完美，皮肤细滑，五指纤纤。但我的右手缺了一根尾指，并且在断口的地方丑陋不堪，这是我二十年来最心痛回忆的见证，与她有关。

　　二十年前，我才七岁，每天最常做的事情就是带着两岁的弟弟在村巷中来来去去地走。父母刚刚到县城里的医院工作，三班倒上班，又没有房子，所以我们姐弟俩在老家由奶奶带。

　　那时的奶奶守寡已经二十年了。还不到五十岁的人看起来像六十多。她几乎不对我笑，偶尔会对弟弟笑一下。她喜欢男孩，我们都知道。和很多重男轻女的农村妇人一样，她有什么好吃的是从来不会先考虑我的。

　　即便是一条父母托人送回来的花裤子。那么长的裤子，暖和的灯芯绒面料，我好久就渴望拥有的一条裤子，这样我背着弟弟出去转悠的时候就不会冷得两腿发黑了。但她并不给我穿，即便知道我那两条裤子已经变短已经磨出了两个洞，她也只是冷冷地扫了我一眼：你还有别的裤子呢，这么暖和的裤子留给仔仔以后穿！然后把裤子很郑重其事地锁入她屋内那个红黑色的柜子里。那个柜子已经放了很多新裤子新衣服，在学校里，我说我有很多新衣服都没有人相信，因为我总是穿着打了补丁的旧衣服。

　　我现在有很多的新衣服，有的买回来也穿不上，可是我还是买，买的时候我总在想，我再也不要穿旧衣服。这种心态真是奇怪至极。但我却能从装满我三个衣柜的大量衣服里得到一种莫名其妙的安慰。它们让我再想不起那些不被相信的屈辱，那些站在门口看着她把我的新衣服锁入柜子里时的忿忿不平。

　　我开始恨她，这个都不把我当成她亲人的老女人。我才七岁，就要帮她喂猪，挑水，煮饭，还有，带着我很不听话总是哭闹的弟弟。我都不明白她为什么要把自己弄得那么忙，种好大的田地，整天都在田里忙，回来后总是骂我还没有煮饭。我觉得很累，有时候我会玩得忘记回家煮饭，她就很生气，她不打我，只用手在我的腰上、胳膊上拧，痛得我眼泪直打转，偏偏我又倔得厉害，从不认错。

　　晚上洗澡的时候，她在天井帮弟弟洗，逗弟弟玩，有时候会笑。我数着胳膊上的青紫，发誓我恨她，永远恨她。

　　那一年冬天，我们那个小村落居然下了薄薄的一层雪，我从来没有见过雪这个东西，只觉得白晶晶实在很漂亮。她好像去了地里，那么冷还下田，村里的人赞她勤劳，而我觉得她只不过是为了人家的赞美才下田的。我带着弟弟去看雪，弟弟穿了好多衣服，像一个球一样，看起来真的很好笑，而我只顾着笑，没有看到眼前有一道铺了薄冰的水沟。我和弟弟跌到了水沟里，衣服全湿了，冷得说不上一句完整的话。幸好那水沟不深，我把弟弟拉上来，背起他飞快地往家里跑。我必须赶在她没有回来之前换上干净的衣服，不然她会拧死我的。

　　天气真的很冷，我好不容易才帮弟弟和自己都换上了暖和的干净衣服。那天不知道为什么她没有锁那个红黑柜子，我把自己和弟弟里里外外全都换上了新衣服，当然我换上了那条灯芯绒裤子。真的很暖和，而且刚刚合身。

　　穿好衣服，我忽然发现弟弟有些不对劲，摸了一下他的脸，很红很热。弟弟发烧了！我急得不行，想去买药，但又没有钱。忽然想起上次弟弟发烧的时候，她曾经从红黑柜子里拿钱送弟弟去卫生所。房间里的光线很暗，我几乎探了半个身子在柜子里使劲地寻找。

　　死丫头！我听二婶说你把弟弟掉到水沟里了！你在干什么？这时她的声音不亚于电视里老妖怪的出现。我一只手还攀在柜子里，另一只手则吓得把刚刚拿到手的东西掉在了地上。

　　你这个不争气的死丫头，竟然做起小偷来了！你敢偷我的钱？她冲了过来，狠狠地关上了红黑柜子的门，然后，我来不及抽走的手就传来了一阵钻心的疼痛。倔强的我不愿意在她的面前表露脆弱，我只是闷闷地哼了一声。而她，很快察觉了弟弟的不对劲儿，一把抱起了弟弟就往外面冲。我暗暗松了口气，弟弟会没事了。我要趁她不在，看看我的手被那柜门夹成了什么样。

　　我的右手的整个小尾指由于她用力关柜门的缘故，被绞在了柜门的缝隙之间，痛得我几乎失去知觉。可是无论我怎么用力，不知道是因为整个手指被压碎还是因为柜门已经坏了，我怎么也抽不出我的右手。只知道那只手越来越痛。然后，我就真的痛到没有知觉了。

　　我醒来的时候，只有我一个人躺在床上。缠了灰色纱布的右手还在痛。幸好，那个老女人还知道救我。看在她为弟弟心急的份上，我也不怪她让我痛了。

　　接下来的三天，我都很安静。第一次为伤手换药那天，父母终于从县城来到我们姐弟俩的面前。妈妈小心翼翼地拆开我手上的纱布，我痛得厉害，不敢去看，当我的手感觉到冷冷的空气，紧接着我听到妈妈哇的一声大哭抱住我后，我转过头来看我的右手。

　　我永远不能忘记那一种触目惊心的震撼。

　　我很坚决地要求离开那个我煎熬了足足七年的家。并且坚持弟弟也要一起走。我再受不了那个老女人对我的虐待。走的时候，妈妈抱着弟弟，爸爸抱着我。我用一种很冰冷、很怨恨的眼神最后看她，她站在家门口的老槐树下，瘦而高，站得笔直。我决心，从此以后，我要把这个老女人从我的记忆里完全地清除出去。再也不要记起。

　　再一次见她，已经是十年之后，而过去的十年里，弟弟倒是经常和父母一起回去探望她。而我，从来不去。残疾的右手成为我心里最尖利的一根刺，在我十七岁那么自尊自卑的岁月里，刺得我和周围的人都伤痕累累。

　　我是被逼再见她的。我并不知道那个站在我家楼下的老太婆就是她。十年，我长大了，她却被岁月无情催老。我不认得这个老太婆。我经过她，准备上楼。

　　丫头。我听到了苍老的声音。接着我握紧右手的四个手指，心里那根刺开始扎我，扎得很痛。这个老太婆，她还有什么面目出现在我的面前？我想她甚至不记得我叫什么名字。我只是一个死丫头。

　　你来这里做什么？你滚！我大吼。

　　因为这一句话，从来极疼我的父亲给了我一巴掌。指着桌面上那堆草药吼：那是你奶奶，她六十五了！背着这堆给你的草药走了整整一天才到这里的！

　　我满眼是泪：我都残废了，要草药什么用？

　　那一天，她始终不愿意走上楼来，又连夜一个人走回去。父亲是推了车要去送她的，但她坚持没坐。父亲只好一直陪她走回去。而我，竟然一直又再过了十年，也没再去见她。我在中国的各个城市里游走，不是没有时间，也不是没有金钱。我只是不去看她。一次也不去。

　　我只是不知道，我十年前见她的那一面，竟然是她活在人世的最后一面。

　　我跪在那堆黄土前，不知道为什么哭到停不下来。爸爸仿佛一夜老去，走到我的面前拉起我,也扬起了手。如果可以，我宁愿他真的打下来。但爸爸最终没有，只是哭着骂我：你怎么这么不孝呀！他指着那个红黑的老柜子说：你奶奶说，里面的东西全是给你的，谁也不给。

　　我摸摸我残疾的右手，发觉自己早不那么在意它的不全，它并没有影响我活得独立自尊，也没有影响我获得爱情。我用我的右手打开了柜子。然后，泪水再次和着周围人群的哗然而落下。那一柜子里都是什么呀，满满的全是钱，一毛，两毛的，一块，五块的，都分类地叠得整整齐齐。

　　小妍啊，老太太也算是对得起你，这么多年来一直念叨的就是怕你伤了手嫁不出去呀，平时肉都舍不得吃一顿，没想到为你存下这么多钱……爸爸悲声痛哭，扭了头不忍再看那些破旧整齐的零钞。弟在我身后抓紧我的右手：姐，你原谅她吧。

　　我已经无法形容心里的悔恨和悲伤。我原谅她，我怎么不原谅她呢？这些年，我从各个城市给她汇款，只是我从来不加只字片语，我只在心里想，给她钱，她自然会好好照顾自己。待我想通了，自然回去看她。

　　不知道如何面对，亦不知道如何找理由，我这么像足了她的倔强。我明明知道她想见我，她只想见我一面，我能做却都不帮她做到。

　　爸爸告诉我，那堆钱一共有55632.4元。柜子里还有一些我小时候穿过的衣服，洗得很干净，都叠得整齐。

　　我看着爸爸，说：爸，其实，我也爱她，我只是从来没有承认过。我看着那个红黑色的木柜子，心里一直在问：奶奶，你听到我在叫你了吗？就像我觉得你不爱我一样，你只是从来不知我也很爱你。

世界上最遥远的距离

2009-08-02T12:40:00.001+08:00

世界上最遥远的距离
不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你

世界上最遥远的距离
不是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你
而是明明知道彼此相爱
却不能在一起

世界上最遥远的距离
不是明明知道彼此相爱却不能在一起
而是明明无法抵挡这股思念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里

世界上最遥远的距离
不是明明无法抵挡这股思念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
而是用自己冷漠的心对爱你的人
掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠

PC Fair

2009-08-01T23:34:00.010+08:00

Yesterday, Me, Siaw Wei and Frog Zai went to PC Fair.
At first, we think to go on Sunday because Chin Wei said she also want to go *she only free on Sunday*
However, after I think few times, I decided to go on Friday because I scared Sunday no more store.
About 11.50am, we arrived at KLCC and followed our early plan, eat Mcd as our lunch.
Frog Zai and I ordered spicy mcd-chicken deluxe and Siaw Wei ordered fish fillet.
The spicy mcd-chicken is nice but it’s too spicy, summore we still added chili sauce on the burger，
结果我们吃到流眼泪 *swt…*
About 1pm, we entered the conversion center and started walked around.
From 3rd floor till 1st floor,
then 1st part of 1st floor walked till end of 1st floor,
then again from end part walked till 1st part of 1st floor,
then walked around at the 1st part. *crazy liao…*
Finally at about 4.50pm, we finished our “shopping” *脚要断了>.<*

I brought one earphone and one cooler-pad. *The cooler pad got life time warranty, not bad ^^*
Frog Zai brought two external hard disk, 320GB cost about RM250 *wah, so rich?! :P one is Dai Lou de*
Siaw Wei brought one Kingston pen drive, one cooler pad and one earphone.
Beside these things, we also help Rachel and Chin Wei brought pen drive and earphone.

@PC Fair = RM100 = bankrupt T.T
@那时，当我在走着走着时，突然间我撞到一个人，互相道歉后才发现是I-Jing *我们很有缘嘛*
然后不知从哪里，又飘出一个猴子*更swt…*
聊了一下后，我们又分开走了 *问了CK很多关于PC的问题，能见到你真的是太好了^^ (这是利用吗?:P)*
@Dai Lou 要我跟大家说, 就算他有买hard disk, 他也不有钱哦 *Dai Lou, 你满意了吗？:P*

曾经

2009-08-01T19:50:00.002+08:00

从来不把他放在心上，
也不曾喜欢他，
跟从来不知道我喜欢他。
可是为什么要在分开以后，
才知道他已在我心中。
想念他，想看他，想爱他，
可这已经不可能了，
因为我们已错过了爱的时机。

*不是因为寂寞才想你 - T.R.Y*

相遇在人海
聚散在重逢之外
醒来的窗台
等着月光洒下来
不用太伤怀
相信缘分依然在
让时钟它慢慢摇
滴滴嗒嗒等你来

看云水漂流
看着落叶被带走
泪湿的枕头
枕干潮湿的温柔
等到下一个春秋
等到秋叶被红透
让那指针慢慢走
停在花开的时候

不是因为寂寞才想你
只是因为想你才寂寞
当泪落下的时候
所有风景都沉默
因为有你爱所以宽容
因为思念时光走得匆匆
月光轻轻把梦偷走
所有无眠的夜想你够不够

看云水漂流
看着落叶被带走
泪湿的枕头
枕干潮湿的温柔
等到下一个春秋
等到秋叶被红透
让那指针慢慢走
停在花开的时候

不是因为寂寞才想你
只是因为想你才寂寞
当泪落下的时候
所有风景都沉默
因为有你爱所以宽容
因为思念时光走得匆匆
月光轻轻把梦偷走
所有无眠的夜想你够不够

不是因为寂寞才想你
只是因为想你才寂寞
当泪落下的时候
所有风景都沉默
因为有你爱所以宽容
因为思念时光走得匆匆
月光轻轻把梦偷走
所有无眠的夜想你够不够

不是因为寂寞才想你
只是因为想你才寂寞
当泪落下的时候
所有风景都沉默
因为有你爱所以宽容
因为思念时光走得匆匆
月光轻轻把梦偷走
所有无眠的夜想你够不够

所有无眠的夜想你够不够

剪发Trip.....

2009-07-30T23:30:00.003+08:00

今天上着Math时，突然决定今天去金河剪头发，
因为这样子，明天就可以去PC Fair了。
上了Programming 过后，我等了差不多两个小时 *Siaw Wei 4点才放学*
About 4.30pm，我们坐Metro Bus去。
可是那个死马来人，竟然在收了我的钱后，才告诉我说去金河的路很塞 =.=
很塞，没有关系… 可是为什么要在我们上了巴士，走到一半时，才告诉我说你没有去！！！
还叫我自己搭Monorail去，又不给回我的钱，真是的！！！
气死我啦，死人头Metro Bus，骗我的钱，骗我的时间！！！
你以为本姑娘很闲？可以跟你到处逛吗？真是的！！！#€%@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!
终于在5.50pm, 我们才到了金河 *终于哦…*
到了后，我们马上就去找去LOW YAT的路，然后就去APT剪头发。
大概半小时后，我就剪好头发了 *只是修剪而已*
然后，我们就回去金河逛逛。
可是不到半小时，我们就觉得有点闷了，因为那里没有我们要买的东西。
所以，我和Siaw Wei 决定去Pavilion吃士林 *顺便见识见识*
我叫了一份spicy鸡排而Siaw Wei叫了一份小台湾的dinner set。
个人觉得士林的鸡排很不错 *只是有点不够辣*
吃完后，我们就走回去搭巴士。
可是好死不死，我竟然在过一条马路时，不小心摸到一个人的屁股 =.=
我可以发誓我真的不时故意的，况且他还是一个发了福的中年人 =.=
本来我们想看看有没有RapidKL搭的，可是Metro Bus 那些死人又在那边吵着要我们上他们的巴士
而且有个人还碰我的手 *天啊，我要中皮肤病了 T.T*
所以最后我们还是上了Metro Bus。*我不想上的，但是没有RapidKL T.T*
About 9.30pm，我们才回到家。

2009-07-10T20:21:00.002+08:00

天啊，就快把我热死了！！
谁能告诉我哪里一年365天都是阴天？x_x

TD1 Gathering

2009-05-04T23:20:00.024+08:00

Today, we had TD1 gathering at Mid Valley.
So, at 8.25 something, I arrived at Tracy's house *tumpang car :p*
Then around 9am, we go to Sony Ericsson service canter *repair her phone =.=*
mana tau, the shop open at 10am!!! =.=
So we decide to go McDonald and wait inside but McDonald also haven't open, *OMG!!!*
haizz, so I just bring her to a shop near the road but...but... it also haven't open yet =.=
but we just sit there and wait the shop open.
Around 9.40, the shop open and we order a ABC to eat *early morning eat ice...swt....*
Then at 10am, go to service center,
after that go Connaught find Dai Lou *tumpang car*
then at 10.50, we arrived at the fish market *we are the 1st arrived*
then follow Tommy, Frog Zai and the boy gang *Chin Wei, CK and Tan Fei is the last*
After spending Many Many time to discuss,
finally we make decision that 2 person will share a set *finally...*
However, the food is a lot and many of us can't finish it *so waste T.T*

♥ We having our lunch here :)

♥ Let's take some picture before they come ^^Y

♥ Finally, everyone arrived

♥ Scanning the menu :p

♥ Shen Joe want to 偷拍 others but we 偷拍 him *yeah....*

♥ While waiting for the food *hungry T_T*

♥ Frog, not cute *blek....*

♥ Me and Shen Joe *yo...*

♥ Tracy and Chin Wei

♥ Left hand side group picture :p

♥ Continue... ^^

♥ Finally, the food come... *where is mine T.T*

♥ Our lunch set RM46.90

♥ Wait for us~~ T_T

♥ See Dai Lou so happy *heng...*

♥ Oh no! Dai Lou, you feed Tracy but you never feed me *heng....*

♥ Woo~~

♥ Finally, our turn *yeah....*

♥ The girls with Dai Lou :)

♥ Again... ^^

♥ Oops... where is our spec??

♥ Right hand side group picture

♥ My turn ^^Y

♥ Our bill...16 people = RM502.65 *walou!!!*

♥ Calculating the money

♥ 佛山无影手

After our meal, some of us want to go watch movie *the girls except Chin Wei*
some of them want to play bowling,
end up... no decision...

♥ On the way to top floor *sapo block the whole gang behind her =.=*

♥ Still discussing *movie or bowling??*

Finally, they decided to play bowling but I never join them because I felt very full,
I think I will vomit out all the things I eat if I go to play =.=
So, Tracy,Frog Zai and me decided to go shopping...

♥ See, the flower is made by paper *so creative*

♥ Hoho... I love my earth~~

♥ We buy this went we pass by a stall *cute ^^*

During the shopping period, I had brought 2 T-shirt and a bag *yahoo~~*
After that, we go back to meet them and take more picture...

♥ Me and Anson *grandson and Ah Ma :p*

♥ Me and Chun Yip

♥ Me and Tommy

♥ Frog Zai, Tracy and Tommy

♥ Tracy and Meng Wei *behind got a ghost hand :p*

♥ Me, Tracy, Frog and Kar Wei

♥ Me, Tracy, Frog and Tan Fei

♥ Shen Joe and Tracy

♥ Me and Shen Joe

♥ Shao Tat, Frog and Me

♥ Group Picture 1

♥ Group Picture 2

After finish playing bowling, all of us decide to go home.
Before that, they go to buy cones at McDonald *too thirsty??*
and Dai Lou treat me and Tracy eat ice-cream *Thank you~~*
After Dai Lou drop us at Tracy's car,
we head to Sony Ericsson Service Center to take back sapo's phone.
After that, Tracy bring me to the APT opposite her house to cut my hair *inside the Tesco Extra*
While cutting my hair, I keep chit chat and blow water with the hair stylist *He also very talkative...*

@ Sorry, I don't have my new hair style picture. If you want to see can go to Tracy's blog
@ The Hair Stylist is a handsome boy *so happy...hoho~~*
@ TD1, hope next time we can go out again...

Best way to inroduce

2009-04-24T00:34:00.005+08:00

Sorry, I just remember this today XD *old liao, not fresh anymore :p*

If you go out with a group of friend and you bring a new friend along,
this is how you introduce them :p

You: Everyone, this is A.
You: A, this is everyone.

Is this a faster way to introduce all your friend, wahaha XD

@ This information is from Andrew =.=

Why Does It Rain - Darin Zanyar

2009-04-24T00:26:00.004+08:00

I can't believe she's gone.
I can't believe,
that we're not together anymore.
Something in her eyes,
I've never seen before.
It took me by surprise,
when she said;
I'm not in love anymore.
Oh, baby.
I keep holdin' on,
can't let go.
Please let me know ..

Why does it rain?
why does it hurt?
Please God explain,
'cause I don't understand.
Love made me fly,
now I just cry.
Please tell me why, (oh, my baby.)
why does it rain?

We used to be as one,
we never were apart. (no.)
The sun was always shinin'
in my heart.
Now those days are gone,
I miss the love we had.
No-one ever told me,
life could be so sad.
Oh, baby.
I keep holdin' on,
can't let go.
Please let me know ..

Why does it rain?
why does it hurt?
Please God explain,
'cause I don't understand.
Love made me fly,
now I just cry.
Please tell me why, (oh, tell me.)
why does it rain?

(ooh, ooh, ooh.)
(oh, my baby.)
(oohoohooo)
I keep holdin' on,
can't let go.
Please let me know ..

Ooh, why does it rain?
why does it hurt?
Please God explain,
'cause I don't understand.
Love made me fly,
now I just cry.
Please tell me why.
Why does it rain?
(why does it hurt?)
Please God explain,
'cause I don't understand.
Love made me fly, (ooh, ooh.)
(now I just cry.)
Please tell me why, (ooh, noo.)
why does it rain?

Last Day - Bowling Day

2009-04-17T23:50:00.004+08:00

Since today is the last day of sem3 and foundation,
so we plan to go MidValley play bowling *chin wei suggest 1st :p*
After the management lecture, we go to PA canteen eat our last lunch in PA block,
then we go to Wendy buy frosty *yummy...*
Since we had decide who sit in whom car,
so everyone is straight away walk to their car.
We go there by 4 car, Tracy, Chin Wei, Dai Lou and Kar Wei.
At first, everyone made a deal to follow Tracy car go garden find car park,
but when arrive at highway,
OMG, everyone like just release from prison,
shu..shu... everyone lost liao =.=
just left Chin Wei still following Tracy car *because I ask her to do so :p*

After park the car, we wait Dai Lou at The Garden
but they go to MidValley liao =.= *so bad*
When we arrive at the bowling there, all the boy had go to play game except Dai Lou, Andrew and Long Gor.
So, we quickly go to paid the money, take shoe and START the game!!

At first, we think to play 2 game but the person said got promotion,
so, we just pain more RM2 and play for 3 game *damm tired >_<*

♥ 1st team - Chin Wei, Tracy, Me and Frog Zai

♥ 2nd team - Dai Lou, Zhen Bao and Long Gor

♥ 3rd team - Shen Joe, Kar Wai and Anson

♥ 4th team - CK, Meng Wei and Andrew

♥ Whole gang :)

@ This is not our last gathering, waiting for our coming soon gathering at fish market :p

TD1 - May Intake 2008

2009-04-17T18:44:00.032+08:00

Finally, it comes to the last day of semester 3.
Look back this foundation year,
I had been go through a lot of thing.
First time met my TD1 friend in Chemistry Lab,
talk with them, laugh with them, eat with them, travel with them, play with them and a lot...
But after tonight, everything will keep be past and keep in my memory,
I wouldn't forget until the day I hold my last breath.

Now, let's introduce the TD1 :

Meng Teik
- our TD Dai Lou *2 years older than us*
- always bully me *blek...*
- get to know him after I know his brother, Meng Wei

Tracy, Neo Lei Yee
- my sapo
- can't remember how I start to talk with her.
- My 1st impression about her is beautiful girl, smart girl and sombong girl *her face made me feel so :p*.
- we going to same course in degree :)

Chiew Yen, Frog Zai, Fei Wa, Bian Wa, ...
- join TD1 2 weeks later after the class started *according to frog, she dun want to leave NS early =.=*
- she is the one who talk to me 1st because she want to find assignment member *however, she didn't become my group member too...*
- always accompany me go home by bus but she also always zha me...

Chin Wei, mc2, 苦吊吊
- the 1st person I talk in UTAR
- 1st impression is why this girl so quiet. We just talk no more than 10 word *I think* in the Chemisrty lab
- We start to be closed is because of M, she put us in connect.
- my future roommate ^^

Meng Wei
- Dai Lou's brother
- start to talk with him in our 2nd chemistry lab *he ask me qn but I dun know the answer too :p*
- always zha me in life and in msn, ooops...also always said I fat *not need you remind, blek...*

Chik Cheong, Long Gor, Charles Long, Jones Long, ...
- start to talk to him in 2nd chemistry lab too * same group with Meng wei, twin :p*
- always said no money le~ and game *zzz....*
- 1 years older than us but he said this is not old is mature =.=

Chun Kit, golden monkey
- golden monkey because he dyed his hair to gold color *now no more liao, XD*
- 1st impression, cool person, mana tau, is like this...playful *no eye see =.=*

Dillion, elephant
- why elephant because I'm mouse~
- I always fan him until he cannot stand with me so they said we are like mouse and elephant ^^
- 1st impression, gangster because he smoke. Mana tau, we had to be same assignemnt group for sem1 =.= *I feel very zha dao lo*

Shen Joe, mc2 too...,
- can't remember how I know him
- smart guy in our TD *can compare with Tracy, the master :p*

Anson Boon
- my grandson XD
- I think 1st thing he do to me is laugh =.= *zzz...*
- funny person too and always talk crap with me =.=

Kar Wai. ah Leong, utar
- know him because his sir name is Leong too ^^
- humor *enjoy his presentation :p*

Zhen Bao, Sam
- always being zha by Shen Joe
- bully by the boy geng *nice preson?*

Tommy, Chun Yip and Kenlye
- start to talk with them in semester 2 *zha dao*
- at first I thought they are lazy person and bad guy but who know, they so nice and hardworking too *I like them :p*
- In sem2, I having problem with assignment group and then I accidentally talk with them about the group, OMG, they are really funny lo.
- they are very kindness too, always help me in computer problem and handphone problem.
- now, I will always go to chit chat with them

Tan Fei
- withdrawn to MMU already
- his sound very nice to heard

Mei Boh and Kuan
- withdrawn to KTAR
- our ex-class rep
- everytime see mei boh sure full hungry XD *没饱*

Andrew
- dun remember how I start to talk to him because of Dai Lou?
-always late for the class but he will enter the class like normal, ignore the lecturer or tutor =.=
- always sleep in the class like sleep in his house *geng*

Kah Hong, dai dai lou, mother of nature
- always ponteng lecture and tutorial in sem1 and sem2 *his 2nd house = computer lab =.=*
- almost being bar in sem2. So in sem3, he attempt all the class XD

S&M
- shin tat and mei gie
- ex-couple but ....
- Mei Gie is my 1st friend is UTAR and we had been very close but now...I want to run away from her..
- haiz...no more comment

Shao Tat
- dun know him much, one word, quiet...

We might be cannot meet each other in future anymore,
but please always keep in mind,
in your life, there been a year,
you meet with us, share happiness, sadness and memory with us.
You, always in my mind....

♥ Celebrated Christmas Eve together

♥ Go Genting together

♥ Play together

♥ Do Presentation together

♥ Practical together

PJ UTAR TD1 May Intake 2008

Last Forever

AND

Friendship Forever

2009-04-14T11:04:00.005+08:00

Arrived at school at about 7.45am,
then I saw Chin Wei *wah, first time see her come early for 8am class :P*
Then go for my practical class,
mana tau the stupid Aida late for dunno how many minute *Dillion keep bla..bla...bla in the class*
Is OK for her to late but she used my break time to do the practical *heng, dunno I hungry ar!!*

After the practical, I went to eat ban mian with whole gang at section 14
but...but... while we are discussing how many car go and who sit in whom car,
Suddenly.... tang....tang....tang..... SM appear =.= *really need to said appear as I dunno where they jump out =.=*
No choice, so we have to bring them along to the ban mian shop *haizz...*
The ban mian is really delicious but I think this is the last time I eat with this gang as we going to separate T.T

After finish our early lunch *again =.=*,
Dai Lou go back to Utar as his brother is going to present management today. *dunno who else also go back Utar*
But for me, of course is Ponteng la wahaha.....
Reach KL Sentral at 12,
still early, so go to eat ice cream with Frog Frog *mmm.... damm full =.=*

@ Bad day = bag spoil + light spoil =.=

2009-04-10T22:36:00.006+08:00

Finally, all the presentation had done.
Next week, I will be very free.

During the management presentation, I was quiet nervous as I scare I will over time.
But lucky when I was presenting, it was quite smooth and I'm not over time :P
After we presentation, Sudhan had ask us a very confusing question *really dun understand what he mean*
Lucky Dillion know how to answer *Dillion you are god :p* *Got god smoke meh XD*

Today go PC fair with Frog Zai, damm tired.
I think we walk inside there for about 2 hours something.
I walk from front to back, then from back to front,
just to find earphone, mouse and laptop skin.
However, I had just success to buy earphone and also laptop skin *no more money :p*

2morow is my drama competition, I didn't feel any nervous =.=
Whole my head is just thinking about the phone XD

Go For Drama Competition

2009-04-09T19:50:00.007+08:00

Today, Ms Christine come to the Webpage lecture to tell us what group get the highest mark and will go for the competition.
Something really unexpected is...our group get the highest mark and go for competition =.=
When Ms Christina said out the result, I was like stunned there and my brain is like stop function liao.
I really newer thought that our group will get the highest mark
because Shin Tat's group and Shen Joe's also had done a really good job.
Haizz, now I really dun know I should be happy or sad as we need to act one more times in puplic *so nervous T.T*
No matter how, I will still do my best as this is an experience for my life :)

Drama

2009-04-08T19:04:00.014+08:00

Finally, today we are going to present our group drama at PA005 :)
Before we start, we hang in PA003 and Chin Wei give her skirt to Andrew

♥ Woo~ Andrew, you are so sexy XD

The Drama start :

♥ First group *in court XD*

♥ Woo~ the cop *so yeng XD*

♥ The prisoner :P

♥ Forth group *Shin Tat in girl look >_<'''*

♥ Look at M slipper >_< *M act as mother >_<*

♥ BF and GF >_<

♥ What happen??!!

♥ Pity Long Gor, being eat taufu by S :P *Long Gor act as father*

♥ Woo~ Queen in Group 5 *Chin Wei skirt and Tracy shirt*

♥ Security Guard :P

♥ L come to UTAR

♥ Fans XD

I think my group have a very smooth flow as we had practice many times *almost hundred? :P*
However, I feel very guilty as I had forget some of my script.
Summore I also laugh during the drama T.T
By the way, our group had done a really good job XD

Formal Day Webpage Presentation

2009-04-07T09:52:00.015+08:00

Wahaha, I'm now having my practical presentation in computer lab.
About 1 hour ago, I just finished my presentation.
So, now I just relax in computer lab and enjoy our last group presentation, Dai Lou's group :)
During their presentation, I suddenly found out Long Gor got a english name, Charles Long =.=

@Beside me, got a sopo that keep snapping picture =.= *still capturing*

♥ My group :P

♥ Shen Joe's group

♥ Dai Lou's group *Is Andrew holding his certification?? =.=*

♥ TD1

♥ kacau...kacau :P

♥ game again?? =.=

♥ geng!!

We taking all this photo while

♥ Did you all see something? *what you see is what you think :P*

they are presenting.

After finish the webpage presentation, we decided to go PC to have out early lunch.

♥ Be the camera girl T.T

After the management lecture, we go to PB to practice our drama as we going to have our drama on tomorrow.
Besides our group, Shen Joe's group and Tommy's group also practice their drama in PB.

♥ Tommy's group *mother of nature haven't come :P*

♥ Shen Joe's group

♥ Guess who...

♥ So handsome, of cause is Dai Lou la :P

@Finally, drama!!! XD

一枝梅

2009-04-05T15:30:00.018+08:00

Finally, I finish watching Iijimae(一枝梅) :)

I rate it as 9/10 :)

This drama is about a boy who lost his happy family and father in one night.
14 years later, he becomes a thief who robbed corrupted government officials to give to the poor.
Everytime after he rob, he will left a painting depicting a plum tree bunch to make his mark and was thus maned Iijimae.
Actually his main purpose is not to rob but to search for the owner of a specially designed sword which was used to kill his father,
a loyal subject of the emperor.

I think this drama is very nice as it is very different compare to other Korean drama that always emphasize on the love story.
It's talk about how the hero's character growth and how he find out the murder who killed his father.
Not only the story line, this drama also has very nice OST.
The theme song of this drama:

@This drama is going to show on 8TV, 8.30pm-9.30pm. If everyone have time, can have a look on it.

2009-04-02T18:09:00.013+08:00

At first, I thought today is the bad day for me
because I wait for an hour for the stupid KTM to come.
(The laptop is so heavy, my back almost broke =.=)
mana tau, while waiting, I met my secondary schoolmate :)
I feel very happy because almost one year we never meet each other :)
So, while waiting for KTM to arrive,
we talk a lot of crap and some of my secondary schoolmate news.
We also ajak to eat stimbot when I free :)
Really need to said thank you to my friend,
because of him, I feel that today is a happy day,
my mood jump from down till top :)

@@@
Siaw Wei and Siew Hie, I want to move out is not because of anyone.
I really feel that the room for 3 people is too small.
I also want my private place to study.
I really dun like everytime when I want to study,
I need to go to the living room to study =.=
Please don't tell me, after I said I want to move out, you also want to move out.
If you said like this, it really makes me feel so 为难.
I can't tell you all, OK, you all go, I stay de mah =.=
because I'm the one who said want to move out first.
Haizz, please...please, don't put me in such situation.

@@@
I am a talkative person. I really dun know you all mind or dun mind.
Although you said you dun mind, I also scare that you just lie to me.

@@@
Dai Lou, sorry because giving you a lot of trouble :(

2009-04-01T22:12:00.005+08:00

When problem or anything comes, friendship has become so cheap?
What should I do now? The problem seen like have been solve
but who know, maybe it just because we cover all the problem and question.
Now, I having 2 choice but not matter which choice I choose, also difficult for me T.T
Haizz, so stress and emo, everyday like having a big stone inside my body,
my brain like cannot function, keep think this, think that.
Haizz, want to do something happy and relax la.

PC fair is coming, this time I must go there (ffk many times already :P)
Need to buy earphone, mouse and my new handphone (this one need to see my wallet can tahan or not :P )

http://leongsokesien.blogspot.com/

2009-04-01T17:22:00.002+08:00

My new URL:

http://leongsokesien.blogspot.com/

2009-04-01T00:26:00.015+08:00

Omg... 2 days already still haven't solved the problem.
Why there are always got people so man fan de...
So tired and stress...i want relax!!!!

Suan la...thinks some happy thing like....eat buffet...
Wahaha....sorry everyone, I like to eat :P
Actually, my tutorial class (TD1) is planning to go eat buffet on this holiday
because this is the last semester for us already (I will miss u all T.T)
At first, we plan to go Jogoya but Tracy's mom said Rm100 per person (alamak, damm expensive)
so, now we need to think another place to eat buffet
mana tau, CK suggest us go the RM20 one's buffet
is a buffet like when the food is serve, everyone need to go out to rebut the food ohh...=.=
Omg...what is this... =.=
Holiday no relax and man man enjoy eating de meh =.=
need to do like this meh, don't make my life more troublesome le...
However, this is NOT our ONLY ONE and BEST choice,
we will still thinking another place to have our holiday buffet ^^
So, wait for the further information XD

@this holiday, i will very busy. Move to Setapak, go eat buffet, yam cha or go K with secondary schoolmate (if I didn't go, Ling Ling and Tracy sure kill me ^^)

=.='''

2009-03-29T18:44:00.011+08:00

=.='''
Finally I found my rental house in Setapak...
who know, it is the same place with the house that I decided to rental on last week =.=

Today I supposed go to fetch Dai Lou, Meng Wei and Long Gor at 8am but I wake up late
and I also need to spend some time go to pump gas
so I arrived there at 9am...Dai Lou zha me... XD
(Meng Wei and Long Gor go Andrew's house do assignment)
(我欺骗大佬感情 :P)
After put down Meng Wei and Long Gor at Andrew's house,
we go to Siew Wei' s house
and we wait for about one and the half hour for Chin Wei come to fetch us go Setapak.
After arrived at Setapak, we straight away go to Menara Alpa to see the conda that introduced by Anson,
but who know.... we lost =.='''
So we decided to call Anson to ask the location of Menare Alpa....
finally...we safety arrived (but I think Anson's ear bomb already)

After doing some survey, we quiet satisfied with the condo of Menare Alpa but my father said it's too expensive...RM1100
so, we go to find another house or condo lo....
After go to see at section 2 and Taman Bunga Raya,
we come back to Genting Court and found some rental house here,
and their price is around RM700-RM8oo
Then call, see the house, argue the rental fee, paid the booking....
Dang...dang...dang....my rental house come out!!!

Block1, level 2, no 11 - rental fee RM 750
not bad... but the only problem is don't have any facilities =.=

On the May we will move in,
before that must go there clean (the toilet is vey smelly =.=)

Tag

2009-03-21T00:09:00.002+08:00

T.T Have been tagged by Chin Wei....
However, I hate to do Tag, so you all just imagine my answer la....

2009-03-20T23:02:00.005+08:00

Today my group have the first rehearse for our English communication drama. Since this is our first rehearse, so we are quiet rush. Everyone is jump here, jump there. We also ask help from CK, Meng Wei and Zhen Bao.

Dai Lou is the pitiest person as he need to act for three characther because Dillion is unable to stay back. Not only this, while we are practice, i accidently step on him and ...haha....wakaka..... he also accidently terkena my saliva. ( Dai Lou 一直呱呱大叫 :P)

Last, Happy Birthay, Chin Wei!!!!

Chin Wei, now u are 91 years old liao, very old ohh.... wahaha... Joking only, don't be mad ohh....if not, i sing a song for you....mad from NeYo....wahaha ( later Dai Lou sure kill me de =.=)

ps:
@ Chin Wei, dun worry about your age. One more years, u will be 2 years old liao. :P

2009-02-22T23:50:00.002+08:00

So sad, so regret,
but all the thing I have done cannot be change anymore.
Why I only will feel regret after all the happen?
Looking him, I know I never work hard for anything.
He work so hard for his future but me, I give up all the chances I have, I waste all the time I have.

2009-02-22T01:38:00.003+08:00

Haizz, so boring la, everyday stay in house but doing nothing, feels like wasting time. Really hope this holiday can quickly finish, then I don't need to speed a lot of time in house, no need to face something I don't like or something I don't want to do.

Haizz, I scare to face her. I even scare to talk to her. I know it's my own problem. Is myself not brave enough to stand up and do the thing she hope me to do. I know she try to help me but I can't feel it. All the thing she do, she said just make me feel sad and want to run away.

I hope to change, I hope to take the first step but I scare...

Haizz......

2009-02-14T20:59:00.005+08:00

Ok, finally I update my blog...hehe

Today is Valentine but for me...nothing special+boring~

Actually today I decide to go out with Dailou and Tracy to have a single party but suddenly my mom said today she need to work so...haizz...single party bye bye...T.T

No matter how, I still wish everyone Happy Valentine and here is one song I want to share with everyone in this Valentine.

Britney Spears - When I found U

Big Event

2009-01-12T17:08:00.011+08:00

*Big Event 1*
Today I BOMB the New Junction. XD
After the math lecture class, I got 2 hours rest time. So, I and Frog Zai decide to go New Junction read magazine. While I was reading the magazine, I leaned against a rack which got lots of groceries on it. Suddenly (really suddenly, out of nothing, don't know why), the rack FELL DOWN!!! OMG!!! I stunned there looking the rack fell down and doing nothing!!! Lucky the shopper didn't blame on me or ask me pay. But the luckiest thing is during that time the BOSS is not around there. :P If the boss is there, I think I will...

Really want to say thank you to I jing, Zhen Bao and Frog Zai for helping me arrange back all the stuff.
Sudhan, you laugh at me, heng...bleck...!!!

*Big Event 2*
According to Mr. Joe, man they have very good looking usually is gay. So, as a conclusion, I can say that Dillion is GAY. XD
Dillion, you no need to be mad or sad because I said you handsome o...

*Big Event 3*
Chun Kit fell down from chair and I'm the first one laugh. =x
I know I'm bad girl and so sorry Shu Xian. XD

*Big Event 4*
Today Shen Joe wear short pant and slipper.
Shen Joe becomes lala? XD

PS:
♥ all the people in New Junction stunned there and looked at me. (Kill me lah...)
♥ don't know why, many TD2 student is there. @.@
♥ I buy a packet of choki choki from New Junction as my apologize. (only cost me for RM1 :p)

失去的是不是再也找不回？
错过的是不是再也挽不回？

2009-01-04T19:30:00.007+08:00

Today go to LCCT with my uncle and his family because they going back to Australia. Unfortunately, today my dad, mom and grandma also coming back from Thailand. So, I have to go LCCT and stay there to wait for my dad arrives, so that I can show him where the car is parking. =.=

Arrived at there about 8.40am. After helping my uncle move the luggage (3 big luggage and 2 medium luggage for 2 person and a kid =.=) and check in, we having our breakfast at the food court. My uncle treats me and my sis 2 piece of roti canai for per person. :) At about 9.20am, my uncle and his family go back to the airport as their plane departure at 10am. (miss them T.T) After they left, I and my sis spend about 3 hours in the food court waiting my dad arrive. Huhu...lucky I bring along my laptop there, so I watching drama in the food court as my sis reading her novel.

At about 12.30 noon, my dad called me said they will come out at 1pm. However, I wait about half an hour for my dad to come out. (=.= 1.35pm) Somemore, after waiting for a long time, I need to bring along my dad walk for a LONG distance to pick up the car. (no choice if you want free parking)

However, there are still got good news for me. My dad told me they brought a lot of present for us. I got 3 T-shirt and 1 slipper. My sis got 1 T-shirt, 1 short pant and 1 slipper. For my youngest sis, she got 1 Barbie doll, (standard 5 still play Barbie doll =.=) 3 T-shirt, 1 short pant and 1 slipper. My brother...still in Singapore, so I don't know what has my dad brought for him.
They also brought some food for us. ^^

PS:
♥ all the T-shirt is red, pink and yellow colour =.='''

回忆消失在风声中，
感情流逝在时间的漩涡中。

2009-01-03T22:13:00.008+08:00

Wake up at 7am because today I will go karaoke with Shuet Ling, Flower and King Kong. After taking the bath, I on9 read comic and waiting for them come to fetch me. Flower arrived at my house at 9am++ because she want to go pump petrol. (=.= this is damm early because our karaoke start at 11am!!!) (Flower drive a big car that is definely not suit with her body size ><) After went into the car, I didn't see any shadow of King Kong. Shuet Ling said King Kong don't want to come because his supplier, Mr.Manggo didn't come. (again, put aeroplane by friend =.=)

We arrived at Jusco at about 9.40am++ and the shopping mall haven't open yet. So we stay in the car and chit chat in there. However, for me, I was busy reading Flower's novel. (:p they keep scolding at me)

10 minute before 11am, we go to Greenbox to make sure our appointment. Since I booking the room for 4 person so the counter girl said they have to charge for 4 person althought there are 3 person of us. Flower and Shuet Ling keep scolding at me. They said next time book for 3 person is enough because got extra people can add in but got less people cannot be minus =.=
(sob...sob... sorry Flower and Shuet Ling. You two have to pay RM4 more) We having 3 hours karaoke time and this is really fun. I fully release out my energy and keep bombing the Greenbox. However, I feel a little bit umcomfortable during that period because I eat too much food and drink too much water. So everytime I sing, I need to stand up and I was keep going to toilet to save the fire =.=

After finishing karaoke, we go to shopping around the Jusco and we go home at 2.40pm++ (nothing to buy and the shooping mall is quite small) Arrived home at 3.o5pm but Flower and Shuet Ling said they want to borrow my novel so I let them come in and fight in my reading room with the novel :p

PS:
♥ I didn't take any pic with them because our body size too special. Standing beside them, I will like a tree and they are like a grass???

I know something is happenning but I don't know what is it.
Can someone tell me or explain to me?
I also feel that something is changing but I not sure about it.
So, I waiting, waiting the time to help me decide it.

你的快乐，我想和你分享。
你的伤心，我想帮你承担。

2009-01-01T17:20:00.008+08:00

Tagged by I-Jing

This is really stupid. I really dun like do the tag tag thing but I-jing force me and I so scare~ she will slap me. XD

[Instructions: Strike out the ‘NO’s’ OR underline/colour/bold the ‘YES’s’ AND tag 6 people after you’re done. ]

1. ~~Coffee~~ / Tea
2. Noodles / ~~Rice~~
3. Ocean / ~~Lake~~
4. ~~Phone~~ / Computer
5. Smsing / ~~Calling~~
6. Durians / ~~Fried Worms~~
7. ~~Coke~~ / Sprite
8. Cold weather / ~~Hot weather~~
9. ~~Pancakes~~ / Waffles
10. Sand / ~~Grass~~
11. Vanilla / ~~Chocolate~~
12. Coughing / ~~Sneezing~~
13. Paper / ~~Plastic~~
14. ~~Gold~~ / Silver
15. ~~Watermelon~~ / Strawberry
16. ~~Slippers~~ / Shoes
17. Early Bird / ~~Night owl~~
18. Books / ~~Magazines~~
19. ~~Tall~~ / ~~Short~~
20. Heaven Above / ~~Paradise on Earth~~

I tag (somemore need to tag other people)

Justin
Lyndsey
Wai Kit
Tracy
Dai Lou
Chin Wei

PS:
♥ Dai Lou, sorry~
♥ 1st day of 2009, boring~

我知道你的心从来不属于我，
所以我想放过你，
因为放过你，
等于放过我自己。

2008>>2009

2008-12-31T23:35:00.010+08:00

那么快，一年又要过去了。
2008 年的最后一天，
大家在做着什么呢？
准备着倒数，还是无所事事呢？
回想过去一年，
感觉就像一张充满图鸦的白纸，
凌乱却铺满整张纸。

这一年，
我体验了很多新东西，
当然，
少不了的是我也拥有了很多第一次。
第一次放假放那么长（5个多月啊=.=），
第一次打工（是promoter ^^），
第一次驾车，
第一次上大学（这种事一次就好），
第一次赶report 和 assignment,
第一次和朋友去打保龄，
第一次和朋友上云顶，
第一次和朋友一起庆祝Christmas Eve，
当然少不了的是第一次写Blog :)。

这一年，
我也认识了很多新朋友，而且都是我以前没遇过的。
说起他们，真的让我哭笑不得。
小微和小惠，简称小Twin（Leng Zai 给的），是一对以废和无聊出名的双胞胎。
Tracy，简称傻婆，她啊，我无言。
Chin Wei，简称mc2，是一个你说东，她说西的董事长。
Frog Zai，简称肥蛙，扁蛙，傻蛙，...，她啊，是反对党的人。我说一，她以定说二，说北，她当然说南啦。
大佬，这就是他的简称，他啊，整天都bully我，跟Shu Xian一个模样。
Shu Xian（我的名 =.=）大佬2，CK 的piggy。
CK，简称monkey，他啊，喜欢吃香蕉。
Andrew和Ming Wei，简称@#$%^&*，我不用explain了。
龙哥，简称没有钱哩，而且还有pose的。
当然还有BAOBAO&KuanKuan,Shen Joe,Anson,Kar Wai,I-jing,Sudhan,Vasan，...
太多了，说不完，so 我放弃。

♥ See the Frog

Wah, so fast, 2009 will come to knot my door and 2008 will left me. T.T
Suddenly feel like got a lot of thing jump back in my memory. :P

Bye Bye 2008

Hello 2009

Wish You All a Happy New Year

PS:
♥ rushing for my assignment, can't manage to come back do my passport.

人生是不断的错过和拥有

2008-12-30T21:09:00.004+08:00

Nothing special about today...two word can describe all...Boring~ and Hot...PA147...zzz...

Arrived at U a bit late, almost 8.40am because today is my Dad send me to U.
He always said 7.3oam he will go out to work but everytime after he do this, do that, 8++am only we can see his car come out from the house...zzz... =.=
Although my Dad always come out late but I never late before because my Dad like to use emergency line. (I think he feel very emergency for sending me to U???)

*Math tutorial*
Lazy to do so I was plan to copy Frog Zai ones...but who knows...she also didn't the math tutorial. ( I think many people didn't do???)

*Programming*
Whole lecture class is busy asking Miss Tee the assignment (include my group :p)
When the class almost finish, go to chitchat with Sudhan. He ask me why I never do the tag tag one. Sorry Sudhan, I'm fat mouse sure very lazy. Tag tag...see my mood 1st... :)

*Chemistry*
Dreaming the whole lecture class...oh ya, eat and sleep also...(Sudhan ejek me :( )
Just know that Dai Lou and Chin Wei got blog, so before class start, go to computer lab link both of them :)

After the Chemistry lecture class is Writing for Science test.
Actually I forget already, this morning only I found out today got test (Frog Zai told me) ...zzz...Tracy said zai dao lo...

OK, done for today...all the detail forget already...so, bye bye...

PS:
♥ Siaw Wei crazy already, use my laptop cable and Chin Wei pencil box to make phone call??? =.=lll
♥ PA 146 = PA 147 = Damm Hot!!!

痛苦，迷惘，伤心
是你给我的感觉。
那么幸福和快乐呢？

Together...

2008-12-28T14:38:00.004+08:00

One of the video play during my grandma birthday "show"

♥ Together...we LoVe each other ♥

多少风雨，我陪你一起渡过。

多少辛酸，我陪你一起挨过。

多少快乐，我陪你一起拥有过。

你，永远在我心中。

2008-12-27T06:53:00.018+08:00

First of all, MERRY CHRISTMAS to all of you...(I know Christmas pass already but I no free to upload, so...hehe :p)

21/12/2008

I went to Pangkor Island with my family and all my relative but I think this trip is damm stupid because I just go there EAT, SLEEP and GO TOILET only!!!

On the first day, we arrived at there at about 5pm++(very tired :( ). After having rest and a short walked at nearby beach, we having our dinner at the restaurant beside the hotel. After that, we go back to hotel and held some activities to play but EXCEPT ME!!! I need to go back to my room to study Chemistry because I having Chemistry test on Tuesday. T.T

On the next day, after having my buffet breakfast in hotel, I was planned to go to the beach to play game with my cousin they all but my mom told me we will go home at 10am++. OMG!!! What is this? A stupid trip for going to Pangkor Island to EAT, SLEEP and GO TOILET??? =.=lll(oh ya, study Chemistry also)

♥ woh...... :p

♥ they play game after I left T.T

♥ as I know, they are the winner...

♥ I also want to play T.T... why got chemistry test...

23/12/2008...Christmas Eve

I and Frog Zai became the Santa Claus because both of us brought something to give to Siaw Wei they all as Christmas present...

♥ the Santa Claus

♥ all the present

♥ my Christmas present from Frogfrog

♥ guess who...mm...I think is Mr.Bean :p

After the programming, as we planned before, we went to Mid Valley to celebrate Christmas Eve...but ..but...when Teik Wei car almost go into the parking...Chin Wei called said change plan to Sunway =.=lll

♥ I'm very tired...my leg... :(

♥ having our late lunch in KFC

PS:
♥ actually my Christmas Eve not fun...quick boring
♥ Siaw Wei and Siaw Hui brought two teddy for me and Frog
♥ Chin Wei and Shu Xian also brought a teddy for me...lol...

25/12/2008...Christmas

Went to my uncle house to celebrate the Christmas...

♥ all the Christmas present I get :)

PS:
♥ as a result, I rushing for my Chemistry report
♥ more pic will be upload by next week

On 20/12/2008...

2008-12-22T17:00:00.012+08:00

Let's go back to 20/12/2008......

Tonight, is the night, change is coming to America......HUH??? =.=??

Oops...sorry, I'm not Barack Obama, so change is not coming to my blog...but...but...

Tonight, is the night, MY FAMILY celebrate My Grandmother 70 years old birthday party.

Now, let's the "show" begins......

♥ Is me :)

♥ Tonight's heroin, my grandma

♥ My mom

♥ My brother

♥ My Grandmothers

♥ Tho host for tonight "show" :p

♥ Magic???

♥ Enjoy......

♥ Too hungry......

♥ Why I don't have??? T.T

♥ Sweet......muck.....

♥ My aunts

♥ My uncle include my father

♥ My youngest uncle

♥ Prince Charming......

♥ My Dad and my grandmother

♥ Cute cake :p

♥ My grandma's friend since 9 years old :)

♥ Finally, the "show" finish...

2008-12-18T20:29:00.004+08:00

It is the end of 2008...what are you still waiting for...let's celebrate Christmas and New Year...

♥ Pic tat i took last year when i visited Thailand

♥ Blue colour Christmas tree... :)

2008-12-17T22:30:00.009+08:00

Did u all even think tat 古巨基 will change from this one

to this one

OMG!!! what happen to him??? ( I also dun noe =.=)

Actually Dai Lou is acting for his talk show presentation as 古巨基 but....haizz...too similar liao XD
His group talk show topic is MTV Asia Awards Malaysia 2008. So CK, Chik Cheong, Meng Wei and Dai Lou are act as artists.

CK = Justin Timberlake
Chik Cheong = Nicholas Teo
Meng Wei = JJ Lim
Dai Lou = show already

♥ "Justin Timberlake"

♥ "Nicholas Teo"

♥ "JJ Lim"

At the same day, I also done my talk show. My group topic is about "Justice enemy - murder crime". I was acting as Psychologist tat have a lot of stuff need to memorize =.=
Luckily, Miss Lee Sa said our group performance is 'NO BAD' although we were like reading out the information :p

PS:
♥ really hope my talk show can get good mark, if not SM will kill me XD
♥ finally finish math test 2. I think OK but later get back the result...fail =.='''

2008-12-14T17:37:00.002+08:00

Tracy, this is specially dedicate for you :)

♥ Purple colour XD